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never slow down [Oct. 19th, 2009|01:27 am]
 Okay, when I joined a sorority I really wasn't thinking about how much community service I would do or how involved with the campus I would be. I thought I'd be one of those "does the bare minimum aside from parties and social events". Well I'm on this like volunteering kick now and I can't stop. Like, literally every single event that someone announces I'm like yep, I'll be there. The only time I'm not at an event for my chapter is because I'm already at something else. I'm learning so much! It really makes me hate classroom learning that much more.I  seriously contemplated for a solid month dropping out of school because it feels so unnecessary. Everything I learn outside of a classroom is SO much more influential on my life. I'm still not really sure how this is going to play out. The thing that's stopping me is how much I love everything here that doesn't involve tests and homework. 

Also, I'm scared that I'm going to get old. I never want to grow up and be boring or lethargic. I can't understanding passing up something because I'm "too tired" or hungover. Being hungover is not an excuse for anything. You can only be as hungover as you allow yourself to be. 

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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2009|01:51 pm]
[ |nostalgicnostalgic]

Okay so, I knooooow how pathetic my life has gotten when i realize how sad I get when I look at pictures of people's last day at Ryan haha. I'm so mad at myself for caring hahah, it just makes me remember how perfect life was when I was graduating. I literally couldn't imagine a better life, how naive. I'm pretty sure I was smiling even when I was crying at the thought of leaving AR. It was such an easy happy.

Ahhh I'm feeling so nostalgic I just know my next step is going to be shuffling through my old LJ entries just to find what I wrote that week/summer.

I'm living down the shore this summer so I have a job at a restaurant called Stumpo's. The people are pretty cool it's veryyyy chill and I don't mind going there everyday haha.. I have work at 5, so I'll have to get in the shower shortly. Today wasn't much of a beach day, it's not too sunny out and I'm kinda cold. The fam will be down all weekend so hopefully we'll get to hit up the beach on Sunday or something because I have day work tomorrow.

June 26th Kenny will be graduating from Navy bootcamp in Chicago, so I'll be heading out there on the 25th, then flying home June 28th only to pack for Italy, leaving on the 29th. Very exciting for that series of events haha. My parents might even let me fly out early to Chicago because one of my best friends from my sorority lives there and i've never been there so that would be really fun!

I'm excited for the summer to be over because working blows, and my online class is so rediculous.

I have to work on seizing the moment haha.. I'm always counting down to the next big thing that I forget to embrace what's infront of me!! Ahhh how do I figure this out hhaah.
Link1 loves|LC & Lo

college = heaven. [May. 27th, 2008|07:34 pm]
 Hiii :)

So my first year of college is over. It's funny how much changed from the last time I updated. Mostly with my feelings on school. It was April 12th and I couldn't wait for summer. Well, the day I drove away from that school killed me. I miss it so much. The last few weeks were amazing, and honestly, breaking up with Richie was definately a good idea. Being in a relationship, if you're me, is stupid haha. I really shouldn't be allowed in them. Plus SO much is happening this year .. I mean, I'll be in Disney World for 4 months. No way in hell I want to spend half of that on a phone crying about how much I miss someone... fuck thattttt I'll save those tears for my parents haha. I started working at Don Giovanni's, its a bakery up on street road... it's not too bad, the money is good and the hours (i guessss) aren't bad either. This summer has potential, I just don't know what to make of it. I don't know where I see myself, no where really fits. I'm game on floating through this summer, and taking off in August without a care in the world. I can't wait to get back to Syracuse in January, I feel SO held back whenever I come home. Like it just an intermission to anything exciting that I could be doing. I ended the year wayy better then I started, and I really think I'm a different person then the girl who I went in as... and I'm happy.

Ooh & I hate that I can't do some shots with my roommate if we're bored any time of the week haha ... freedom is a beautiful thing.
LinkLC & Lo

(no subject) [Apr. 12th, 2008|07:58 pm]
So the classes I'll be taking for next semester are as follows: 

disney world.

Okay, so I guess that statement doesn't make the most sense, or any at all for that matter ... but basically, from August 13, 2008 to January 2, 2009 I'll be creating magical experiences with two of my best friends in the happiest place in the world :) There's only one thing that could make this better ... or should i say, one best friend  :/ but I'm still psyched out of my mind. I got my letter today and I'll be working in Attractions and taking a few classes and ohhhh right, hanging out with Mickey and friends daily :)

My semester is getting harder, probably because it's ending; i'm getting frustrated and restless. Summer can not get here fast enough. The weather has also been amazing, aside from that April rain ... but it's getting really difficult to not lay outside in the sun instead of doing work.

 I broke up with Richie right now, for reasons I'm currently regretting and wish I could take back but I guess I'll be a stupid girl and like wait and give it some time. It's also really difficult to get someone's phone number back after you delete it and no one up here knows him haha. That might be in my best interest anyway. The amount of drunk dials will seriously take a hit. Hopefullllyyyyy we can just reconviene at the end of the semester when we're home ... wishful thinking? Breaks aren't final, right?

Link3 love|LC & Lo

(no subject) [Feb. 16th, 2008|01:07 am]

Well, schools really going a lot better than last semester. Last semester wasn't even that bad, this one is just better. I couldn't rush because my parents basically banned me from it :( I was kind of upset about that just because it's kinda where I want to be and something I want to do, but oooh well. Yesterday was Valentine's day ! It was a really cute day, and the first time I've had a boyfriend for it ... Richie sent me flowers and the card said "i wish I was with you, can't wait till spring break" saddd face haha. My roommate has a boyfriend, who lives on our floor.. if that's not rubbing it in I don't know what is. I try not to let it bother me, but Penn State just issss kind of far haha. Everyone here has like legit problems that I feel childish saying that I miss someone.. I actually feel guilty for having a good life at home. Mariel doesn't like countdowns, but why should I have to hide my excitement that break is in 21 days ?! Ehhhh whatever. There's like really not much else to write about. What a let down of an entry haha .. sorry lj viewers. <3

LinkLC & Lo

(no subject) [Jan. 16th, 2008|01:05 pm]

 && our memories are my mixtapes
they sing me to sleep every night.

it's too soon to see
if i'm happy in your hands 
i'm unusually hard to hold on to

So we locked ourselves in your car. Got lost in each other's eyes. We sang to the radio. He whispered in her ear & she'd laugh at his silly jokes, even if they were pointless. He's grab her hand & not let go. He had no idea how happy it made her. She'd rest her head on his shoulder, close her eyes, listen to their song while he kissed her forehead. She memorized the touch of his lips. She didn't want to leave anytime soon. & he'd give her his jacket when she told him she was cold. It would be 3 in the morning, but they'd still be tangled in each other. She knew he was something special. It was different how he moved her because when he told her 'goodnight', to her it still felt like 'hello'.

hiiii lj, im off to class again but was just quotewhoring anddd had to post. love&post later with real news.

LinkLC & Lo

(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2007|02:51 pm]

soo, it's been exactly ONE MONTH since my last update haha... i read this thing everyday too, i just never update. Welp, the past month has been fun, dramatic, busy, and new... new in the light that i've ventured away from hanging out with suzi all the time and got to know new people. Suzi's boyfriend occupies all of her time, and because he lives on her floor, they basically never leave their building and just flip flop from his room to hers and just have sex all the time. Soo, I hang out with Mariel all the time and the fact that she went home this weekend for thanksgiving and won't be back until i come back next sunday just SUPER SUCKS. i missss her so much, we've gotten to much closer and like sometimes we're not even talking we're just laughing for hours haha.. 

I wish that when the quad came she was here so they could have met her, but then again .. i don't because then there would be VERY limited sleeping space haha. Anyway, her and I have become really tight with the two boys down the hall Sam and Harris ... we have small crushes but oh well haha, it's more fun haha. Right now I'm decorating my room for Christmas because I want it done by the time I get back after Thanksgiving. After getting the lights up I'm goingt o head over to the quiet room because I have a test on Monday that I need to do some more studying for. I registered for my classes on Friday, oh and it snowed ! We only got about 5-6 inches, but it's soo beautiful I love it. Also, today is Kate's birthday so we're going to dinner somewhere and then out later. I went to threeeee basketball games this week and they were all SO fun, I loved them. It's easy to love the basketball games when you compare them to the football games haha ... we're 3-0 so they're playing at madison square garden on wednesday . We have 5 new freshman, had one of the best drafts this year soooo basically, fun yea haha. 

I'm really excited to go home, but it's weird leaving everyone here... when mariel left she said it felt like she was graduating because everyone was like saying bye and all sadddface... I think it's because we literally see each other all the time, we all live together, it's like a second family. We didn't believe Gina (ra) when she told us in the beginnning of the year that we'd get so close but now I just can't help but love every one haha. Anyway, time to get back to my day because I realized it's 3 o clock and i want to be in the quiet room by 4 and for atleast an hour so I better hop to it haha ..

LinkLC & Lo

(no subject) [Oct. 17th, 2007|08:24 pm]

 A good guy should bring out the best in you. 
But you don't need a guy to be the best you. 
                                   -Lauren Conrad

LC is so wise haha. So schools been great, it's getting very fall-like so i'm loving itttt.
Last night I went to a meeting for "First Year Players" - freshman/non theater majors.
Their show this year is Fame, and auditions aren't until January -- but they have 
workshops during the rest of this semester, so I plan to scope out some of them. It'll
give me my play fix for fall that I miss ohh so much haha. I have two tests tomorrow,
how pumped am I ?? Haha, good times. I miiish my friendsss but I don't feel nearly
as far away as I did in the first month of school. I really do love it here, it's so easy to 
love. Halloweeeeen is coming up! I decorated the room last week but we could def
use some more pizzazz. I don't know what to be, I have my costume from last year
up here but I would like to be something new, obv. I'm so0o0o excited for Thanksgiving
break! Wooo, what's up hopefully somewhat like summer in the light that ILL BE
WITH MY BEST FRIENDS!! <3 I'll miss Suzel tho haha. Anywayyyy bye loves :]

Link1 loves|LC & Lo

(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2007|10:51 pm]


ugh :(

the boy fucks up my life.
LinkLC & Lo

(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2007|08:25 pm]
[ |Archie Star - Let's Get Married]

  Tonight, I say we just get out of this town
Lets go to Seattle, watch rain fall to the ground
And on our tongues "I love you's" run into each other
But could I really trust her? She said,
"Hey baby baby boy, why you always look so sad?
You got the whole world in the palm of your hand."
But it don't mean a thing if you're not next to me.
I'm so sick, so sick of just always dreaming.

I'm sleeping on the couch, she's married to her mattress.
I think the hardest times are finally gonna pass us.
The glass half full, so watch my eyes
Oh babe I promise that I'll never let what happen last time...

Sooo today was horrendous haha, I had to work with the same freaking lab partner as last week. This boy is commonly referred to "Annoying Boy" and I!!! get stuck with him two weeks in a row. Also, what's with this weather? It is like 90 degrees up here, I'm like dying haha. This week is going by sooo quickly!!! I'm really really really excited to come home next weekend. I love it here and all, but I can't wait to come home for a weekend :) 

"why waste precious time dreaming when waking life is so much more interesting" -Gg

Oh it's raining... o0o0o0o I love thunderstorms

LinkLC & Lo

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